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Trixie's Fantasy

everyone thinks.... but they honestly dont know...
12.05.03 (6:35 pm)   [edit]
gah.... getting older sux... i hate it. it takes too much emotion and responsibility to be mature... im sick of it. yet i can constantly gripe and complain about people not haveing enough maturity in classes not to spit on the floors, or to not make fun of someone else because of how they look or act or dress.... i dont have the right to. im maturing and getting older myself... and it sux... i hate it... i want to be 8 forever... i never cared about anything when i was 8.... everything was great. i remember being like 4 and i couldnt wait til i was 8 because that was such a mature age for me then... im wierd... i can remember wierd little stuff like that but not much that has any importance or significance... but with some people i can remember everything. like everything in the past... everything from ever since the first time i met them 'til the last time i saw them... everything...

"You touch my heart like no one else can
I've loved you since the first time we met.
What must I do to make you mine?
What must I do to win you're heart?
Do you not hear the song that sings of our fate?"

yes... im wierd... and this mood will probably pass like all the rest... lets just hope i dont do some crazy shit that screws up my life like i normally do when im like this... i couldnt handle it... nope. not anymore... not by myself....

"What do you do when you have a broken heart?
What do you do when everything reminds you of the one you love?
How do to carry on when you know you'll always love her.
How to go on living when you so badly need her touch"

both of the segments that i put on here are from a poem called 'theres no such thing as heaven'. hannah can give you the exact webpage and stuff where you can find this and more of his poetry... he's a great writer... what i posted doesnt do his work justice...

"I feel my heart race
At the thought of your touch
But I find myself asking
If the price is too much.

Is the thrill of your kiss
Worth the price of my soul;
Will I fail once again
Or arrive at my goal?

The wind blows so chill
On those cold winter nights;
And I'm thinking of you
As I turn out the lights."
[i]-'There's No Such Thing As Heaven'[/i]
 


posted by: Megalynn (reply)
post date: 12.05.03 (7:01 pm)

Reply to: vaingal
lol thanks vaingal.... i saw your blog when you first got it and im on my way to see it agian right now... rawk on #25! ^.O



posted by: Steelmagnolia (reply)
post date: 12.05.03 (9:55 pm)

When I was 8, I thought 11 would be a really cool age. I hate getting older, too.



posted by: shithouse18 (reply)
post date: 12.06.03 (5:46 pm)

yeah, getting older means your getting closer to death, just though I would brighten your day ^_^




posted by: shroomydani (reply)
post date: 12.06.03 (10:41 pm)

Jesse was talking to me about this earlier.

How as you get older, you keep having things added that you gotta get up for in the morning to do. Brush your teeth, apply deodorant, shave.... I found the entire rant hilarious. Maybe its a guy thing, or maybe he's not a morning person at all...

eh...I guess you would have had to have been there. One of those deals.



posted by: ShadowWalker (reply)
post date: 12.06.03 (11:13 pm)

I actually like getting older...I'm weird I know. The new emotions and responsiblities are rather enjoyable at times. Megan I know your looking at me like I'm a complete psycho...well guess what, your right ^.^



posted by: Megalynn (reply)
post date: 12.07.03 (4:28 am)

Reply to: ShadowWalker
nah.. your not a complete psycho... some of the things about getting older are cool. like being able to take candy from strangers.... lol... not that id knnnooooowww.... ;)
no... but like now i can drive a car if i want.... i can go out to the woods and just hang out with myself for hours without mom loosing her mind over where i am.... but i hate getting older in the sence that im just one step closer to the nursing home..... i want to visit dr. katz (lmao sp?) before i get that old...
seriously...



posted by: Steelmagnolia (reply)
post date: 12.07.03 (6:26 pm)

Heh, if Jesse thinks he has lots to do in the morning, he should try being a chick for a day.



posted by: Megalynn (reply)
post date: 12.07.03 (7:43 pm)

Reply to: Steelmagnolia
oh dude! maybe thats what you guys need to do! do everything you can to make jesse a go through everything a girl does for a day... just to give him a taste of what we go through.....

now if we could do this to all men we can slowly control their minds and make do whatever we want....
o.O

think he'd go for it?

no.



posted by: Milagra (reply)
post date: 12.09.03 (4:35 am)

In fact, there are ways to make them do whatever you want them to. Cara seems to be doing a good job of that. Course, they have to really like you. Well, I'm 53 and I don't like being grown up either. If you actually ponder life once in a while, you will sometimes feel like the whole responsibility thing is a real drag and you'd like to escape it. I have my days of wanting to run away from home. So, you're not really that weird.

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