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Trixie's Fantasy

I'd go through a thousand fires of hell just to have this day not happen again...
12.23.03 (9:27 pm)   [edit]
here was my day so far...:

i woke up when i wanted, which is a change since mom usually wakes me up when she gets ready for work. so i woke, lounged around for a bit, then decided to wrap presents. after i got done, my brother called.. now it was about 1:00. he wanted to know if i wanted to go see lord of the rings with him, so i of course went. i love my brother but weve never really have done anything together...

on the way there it was quiet... he asked me about school and stuff but that was abotu it. but after we watched the movie we just statred talking about a lot of stuff... and for once... i felt like he was my brother.. and that he actually cared about me. we then went to go eat and he suprises me by going to a japenese sushi resturant. i loved it... he said i was natural with it, with eating with chopsticks and stuff... came home and got on the internet..... why the hell i got on the internet i dont know... i could literally shoot myself for that....

... i ended up losing a good friend tonight... someone i love a lot... he's like the best guy-friend i have..or had.... the one i love to talk to and compare thoughts, opinions and ideas with.... but through some fault of mine, we are no longer friends... to top that off he hates me. and its all over damn eric... every since that a lot of people treat me different... worse then what they did...
i dotn know whether i should discontinue my relationship for the happiness of others, or if i should enjoy my happiness in him and not worry about how my friends feel about it.... well.. now that ive wasted a few minutes of your time... i suppose ill go....
 


posted by: shithouse18 (reply)
post date: 12.24.03 (2:38 pm)

Babe, remember those words I told you a long time ago.

Do whatever makes you happy.

If you feel happy with Eric then you should be with him, let him bring you the happiness, and kindness I never could.

I only want you to be happy....



posted by: ShadowWalker (reply)
post date: 12.24.03 (8:46 pm)

Don't you end your realationship with eric just because of some people can't get their heads out of their own ass! I know this is what you wanted for a long time so why let it go because of them? I know he's not all bad. I just seem to naturally hate him. (must be a family thing) He can be sweet and he can be the ass, but I don't see why it's any of their business what you do and should quit acting like a bunch of asses over it!! Nothing gold can stay...well while you got it hand on! Fuck what they think! He's your angel now you had better damn well hang on to him!! Ooook I think I'm through ranting now. Like the layout ^_^...I really should go BYe-BYe



posted by: Megalynn (reply)
post date: 12.24.03 (9:35 pm)

Reply to: ShadowWalker
lol... i dont know if that was sweet or mean... lol 'fuck' one moment and 'he's your angel' the next...

lol im joking hannah.... i really am happy that you feel that way about it... and im glad your my best friend even though we arent as close as we were.... which sux some serious ass.... at least where im comin from.. .and im glad were starting to be like we were... i love it. well... that was way off topic lol... thanks for understanding hanners... ^.O ttyl



posted by: Megalynn (reply)
post date: 12.24.03 (9:38 pm)

Reply to: shithouse18
well... i woudnt mind that either, but happieness isnt coming with one of my best freinds hating me.... it really sux...... and even though this just happened like 24 hours ago, i miss him... just talking to him... but i guess it is my fault.... whatever i did........

you and eric are just different... you brought me a lot of happieness to jared, and you were always kind and sweet... :-*



posted by: milagra (reply)
post date: 12.25.03 (7:28 am)

I wish there was an easy way to get through these situations in life, but there isn't. Been there, done that. Life is about learning and you don't learn without some pain. Learn whatever you can from the fix you are in, but don't make decisions based on pleasing others. Not that I think life is about pleasing yourself all the time, because I don't, but Shakespeare had it right when he said "To thine own self be true". You are partly in this situation because you are trying to find yourself. Work on that first, then you can worry about friends.



posted by: ~Stealthz~ (reply)
post date: 12.25.03 (8:52 am)

Heya, you shouldn't dump someone over the ignorance of others when it comes to a relationship. If you let opinions get to you like that then just hear them out, then ignore them. ~^..^~
~Stealthz~



posted by: wierdamania (reply)
post date: 12.25.03 (4:53 pm)

I know we aren't the best of friends or even maybe friends at all maybe more like aquaintances but you shouldn't let everyone elses thoughts about the two of you change the way you feel about him.



posted by: StealthKiller (reply)
post date: 12.27.03 (2:25 pm)

First of all I would like to say that I don't give a damn that you are going out with Eric, it's not that important Megan. Second of all I don't have my head up my ass for all who think that, it's just...well...you should understand what it was like with Jared there for a while right? when he was all aggrivated and such well I'm in that phase right now. Give me time and I might pull through don't beat yourself up over anything it's just another change in life. Stay happy with Eric and nothing can go wrong, right? Merry Christmas too by the way.

`StealthKill`



posted by: Megalynn (reply)
post date: 12.27.03 (11:09 pm)

Reply to: StealthKiller
... ya.. i found out later from you about that. im sorry...... and... well.... i think ill tlak about the rest with you privately.

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